DESPOND

im a wierdie
i yearn for stop my STPM in the beginning
now i got chance not to study in STPM anymore but i hate to part with...
sweat... ==;
why should i be irresolute so?
why should i think so much ?
i admit that i didn't try my best to get a good result
i had run away from the responsibility as a student
i had evade from fact
i'm so timid
i hate myself so cowardly
and what can i do for now is just follow the mandate of heaven
then comply with the popular wishes of the people...